My heart didn’t break into a million pieces after he left instead I realized all the things he didn’t do he didn’t listen to my stories he didn’t ask me questions he didn’t smile when I was talking to him he didn’t hug me out of the blue to make me feel good his hugs were always preamble to something else and after he was gone I wonder if he knew me at all..
this is for being forgiven
or forgiving yourself for losing everything you’ve been given
he isn’t coming back and to wait is to stop moving
-Bienville by Hazeltown